So today I woke up with an extreme pain near my right shoulder. I called my sister and she said that it might be some problmes in my heart.
It almost feels like I've broke a couple of bones. Later I called mother for help, and she said that I might have slept in an uncomfortable position, but I don't believe it. So when my sister got home with our dog she, as usual, but when I began to feel more pain and wanted to lay down in the same bed she suddenly began to whine that she wanted to sleep and felt pain in her feet and wanted me to go away. But I refused because everytime I moved I felt pain, but she didn't listen and began to scream "I was here first!!" like a child, even though it was Mom's bed. Then she began to go crazy and told me that she would lay in my bed (as I even hate) and ruin the pillows, when I called her somethin inappropriate (which is something I usually never do, but I was in very angry mood) and when I told her that she was like a person who would die alone she began to insult me by saying that as an Autistic person, it was just irony, but when I said that my fans on the Internet was like a (quite small) family to me, she began to laugh, then I had enough! I began to chase her into the bathroom and she locked the door. I just slammed on the door furiosly like a wild animal and looked for some matches but never found some. Then I saw my sister escaping through the door and I chased after her but missed. I felt extremely upset of what she just have said to me and my fans, so I began to do something as I've promised my mother and myself to never do again: Self-harm. Except this time I didn't slit on my arms, but from my ears to my mouth, making me look like the Joker or KuchiSake-Onna.
I have no idea why I just wrote all this, but like I said, my fans are like my family, and I hope they will understand my pain, just like I would understand theirs, even thought some people believe that every Autistic person can't understand someone's feelings.
|1. Rarity in Victorian Era inspired clothes, sitting on a bench.|
2. Drakken x Shego, pony style!
3. Somepony with a cobra on their leg.
4. WarGreyMon and MetalGarurumon, pony style.
|How old are you?|
I am 16 years old (Birthday: March the 3rd).
Can you draw my character(s) for me?
I’m afraid I don’t do free requests (anymore).
What programs/tools do you use to draw?
I use Adobe Photoshop 7.0 for my pitcures
and Adobe Imageready 7.0 for my animations.
How long have you been drawing for?
I've been drawing since I was 5, and I’ve been doing digital art since 2008.
What inspires you to draw?
I listen to many movie soundtracks. I also browse websites for good references, so those inspire me as well!
Is it true that you are autistic?
Can I draw your characters?
Of course you may! Giftarts really makes my day.
Can I use your pictures for my blog/video?
Depends. If you give credit and link back to the source, then it is ok.
But if you don't, then I'm going to report you.
How do you use reference for your artwork(s)?
I have the pitcure I use as reference next to the Photoshop window I draw my artwork. I often zoom in to 1600% so the lines gets steadier (25% "Flow", 2 px brush).
From what country do you come from?
Can I post your NSFW art to a NSFW site?
How long have you been a fan of Friendship is magic?
I became a MLP fan somewhere in the summer 2011.
What would your reaction be if I said that I don’t like you or your art?
I would just shrug my shoulders.
Will you draw any NSFW of My little pony?
I will never draw any NSFW of a character from a movie, book or show for children.
Why I am I not allowed to post your pony OC art to a pony-releated danbooru site?
Because I am afraid people would do something offensive to them.
Who’s your favorite singer?
Loreen (The winner of Eurovision 2012).
Who’s your favorite character from My little pony and why?
Princess Luna, Fluttershy, Rainbow Dash and Derpy Hooves, because they all remind me of myself and how I am around other people.
Can we be friends?
Er, let’s know eachother first, shall we?
Are you lesbian, bisexual or straight?
At first I was lesbian but when I was around the age of 12 or 13 I decided to become bi.
Who are your favorite artists and why?
, , and , because they draw lots of interesting concepts and characters with a unique art-style.
What do you support?
I support the Dr.Drakken X Shego pairing, Feminism, Yamimash, SSU, Gay Rights, Human Rights, MarkiplierGAME and Animal Rights.
What do you not support?
Racism, Sexism, PewDiePie, Homophobia, Theft, Terrorism, War, Rape, Bestiality, the Kigo (Shego x Kim Possible) pairing and Pedophilia.